There is always a way out, if My people will take it.  If darkness caused you to do something that was not of Me, there is a way out of that darkness with the covering of the blood of My Son Jesus, never to be brought up ever again.  That way out is the cross.  You must repent, give your entire life over to Me and then just walk on.  I am well able to destroy the after effects of that sin.  I am well able to make that sin go away, never to be remembered by anyone.  I am well able My Children;  I truly Am well able to set you free from the consequences of that sin.  BUT IT TAKES REPENTANCE AND TOTAL SURRENDER TO ME, YOUR FATHER IN HEAVENLY PLACES!

Psalm 103:10-14 (NKJV)

10  He has not dealt with us according to our sins, Nor punished us according to our iniquities.
11  For as the heavens are high above the earth, So great is His mercy toward those who fear Him;
12  As far as the east is from the west, So far has He removed our transgressions from us.
13  As a father pities his children, So the LORD pities those who fear Him.
14  For He knows our frame; He remembers that we are dust.