I am not a God to serve at convenience. I am to be number one in your life at all times and not just when you want. I am not a light switch to be turned on and off. I want all of you and not just the parts that you want to give up and reserve some for yourself.

I want all of you including your own understanding. You put your own thoughts and desires into what you see and want and you do not seek My face. You jump to conclusions that if it makes sense to you then it is to be. This is far from the truth.

I have everything set to bring My perfect will into your life and if you would just seek Me you will see that I will guide you in all things and it will fall in place as it should. But you still continue to put your own will, control, and understanding and then you build up expectations that are not of Me and that is where you become off course.

Regroup. Get before My face and let Me show you what is really going on and where you are really at. Do not fall in deception. Do not remain in deception. You do not have to live in the fog of your understanding but you can live in the clarity of all things that I have for you. I do know what is best for you and it will always exceed what you could have had planned for yourself. I am the one who formed you and made you in your mother’s womb.

If I am withholding something from you there is a reason. Be very careful in this season to not read more into what is going on than what is taking place. This is a critical moment to stay very close to Me and to run to Me and not away from Me.

Do not allow confusion or condemnation to have place in your life. Do not focus on things that are not of Me. Focus upon Me and My Word and watch how things will turn and how many things will take place.

But you have to give Me your all and seek Me with all your heart. Your eyes must be upon Me and not on this world. When you get to this place complete clarity will come and then you will be ready for all that I have for you.